tomb.

my stomach is KILLING me. has been all day. i'm worried that it may be an ulcer. i've been kind of wary of those since i have so much trouble with the physical manifestation of my emotions. i really hope that isn't the case. i mean, fuck, i'm only 18...what 18-year-old has ulcers? migraines are plausible, but an ulcer? i thought that was for the middle-aged and overweight. y'know, the businessmen with high cholesterol. idk...hopefully this passes soon.

in other news...

i need something to do. after applying to every job within a 10-mile radius, getting hired by the one that turns out to be a scam, and getting fired (for lack of money, go figure) four days later...i'm moody and bored. this is where not having a car (hell, a bike would be nice) really comes in and kicks me in my already-bruised balls. i'm sick of my house. i really wish i had at least ONE good friend somewhere in the world. then maybe i'd have a place to crash every once in a while when i need an escape. sadly, that's not the case. my "friends" seem to only be friends to an immensely limited extent. it seems i only see my friends when they need something from me, or when my house is the nearest escape from the heat. useful, yet disposable. lol, i remember when i was a loner by choice.

BUT, in brighter news...

Horton Hears a Who! is on HBO now! sure, it's only a temporary fix for the multitude of personal problems that seem to be stacking up around me, but i'll take it. besides, that movie was AWESOME. haven't seen it since i saw it at the movies, so none of the jokes will be stale to me. yea, i think i'm gonna go watch that now.

adi-

Mr.[Solo]Cup