green.

"I find being an asshole and being a kind person equally enjoyable. I never know which one i'm going to be on a given day. It's purely situational."

it's 3:15 pm. in 2 hours' time i should be high off my ass sitting in front of the tv, laughing raucously (at some point i may even turn the tv on too). i've been weed-less for a little over a week now and, though i'm not anti-sobriety, i'm all too ready to sink below the influence again (by getting high...lol, oxymoronic). i'm curious to see how i'd act under the influence of weed AND alcohol. the last time i actually had enough alcohol to induce inebriation was in '06. since then i've had drinks of course, but when i realized that i wasn't aquiring a taste for it i stopped. idk...i guess i've got this stigma about drinking poison, go figure. i don't know why people resort to alcohol when life gets hard, the side-effects aren't worth it. i prefer weed. it doesn't make me nauseous, doesn't give me a hangover, isn't addictive, and you NEVER hear about somebody getting high and beating their wife in a faded rage. when i get high, all i wanna do is eat, listen to music, watch movies, and fuck. i've got this thing about watching movies with CGI in them when i'm high. transformers, specifically. nothing beats getting high and watching giant robots duke it out in the middle of the city. and the higher i get, the more realistic it looks.

hm...i think i wanna watch transformers now.

[werd].

UPDATE: why am i not high right now?

"My man had a situation go down, so it'll be later tonight or tomorrow around noon."

FUCK. i mean, i know shit happens but...FUCK! oh well...tomorrow it is, then.