love/hate.

i watched Hot Rod earlier this afternoon. had me dyin laughing.

it's kinda fucked up. i'm stoned over this chick, but i don't want her to feel like she's lowering her standards by being with me. now, that's fucked up on ends. from my end, it's like seriously, how low can my self-esteem get? i shouldn't even be debating it right? but i am, so whatever. on her end now, it's like this: if she really digs me like she lets on, does what i look like matter? i don't know if it does, but it shouldn't. i know the fact that she's beautiful is completely superfluous. in case you were wondering, i've got this blacked out because i find myself to be a bit on the dismal side at times, and i'm honestly a bit sick of it. so, if you're reading this congrats.

Love me in there.

but

Hate me out here.

Zack & Miri Make a Porno was funny as hell.

[werd].