an old quote of mine

"Love stands to my right and taps the left shoulder"

i like it, all over again. came across it in an old journal.

do you ever...

look back on a post you wrote a long time ago and regret it or feel embarassed by it?










i don't.






i mean what i say. period.

new kicks.

ed hardy "love kills slowly". just got 'em today.

my favorite t-shirt

is a small black la fitness t-shirt that i prefer to wear inside-out.
chaaaa, comfort.

something i've noticed.

when i'm annoyed, i go to activist forums that i don't like (PETA and GLAAD in particular) and make it my sole purpose for that given amount of time to annoy the shit out of them. yea it's probably wrong, i know it. i admit it. i accept it. i ain't stoppin.



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pet peeve.

इ हटे व्हेन ठाट स्लोब कोमेस ओवर हियर एंड एअट्स उप अल ऑफ़ माय दमन फ़ूड. नोट जुस्त ठाट, बुत शे'ल हवे थे औदासिटी तो एअत थे लास्ट ऑफ़ सोमेथिंग व्हिले लूकिंग में दाद इन माय दमन फस. इ पेर्सोनाल्ली दोन'टी गिवे अ दमन इफ शे दोएसं'टी लिखे वहत शे एअट्स अत होम. बीतच रन आवे. इ अल्सो हटे हाउ शे गेट्स लेफ्ट हियर रंदोम्ली अस इफ थे पीपुल शे लिवेस विथ दोन'टी वांट हियर तेरे एइठेर. आईटी'स नोट रेअल्ली थे फक्त ठाट शे एअट्स अल ऑफ़ माय फ़ूड. आईटी'स ठाट इ दोन'टी वांट हेर अरौंद. शे होनेस्त्ली अन्नोय्स थे सहित आउट ऑफ़ में. य'क्नोव आईटी'स फुन्न्य, इ हद तो कीप म्य्सेल्फ़ लौघिंग व्हेन ----- सैद ठाट इ वास मकिंग हेर फील उन्वेल्कोमे. इ स्वेअर इ दीद एवेर्य्थिंग इन माय पॉवर नोट तो शौत "नो सहित!!" व्हेन शे सैद आईटी. हाहा, सयिंग शे वांट्स ----- तो फील वेल्कोमे व्हेन शे'स हियर. नो. इ वांट हेर तो फील लिखे आईटी'स टाइम तो गो अस सून अस शे सेट्स फ़ुट हियर. यू कैन'टी फथोम हाउ मच इ हटे हेअरिंग थे दुर्बल रिंग, ओपनिंग आईटी तो सी हेर तेरे, एंड सींग हेर ------ पील आउट अस सून अस शे क्नोव्स हेर ठाट इ ओपेनेद थे दूर. हम. i think i'm done ranting. i'm going to translate this to hindi now.

Hancock & Eggs (ya GOTTA read this)

ok so i go see the movie Hancock right? it's awesome. effects were awesome, plot twist was extra awesome, etc...that's not what i wanna talk about. it's what happened AFTER the movie that's most intriguing. so i leave the theater right? i'm walking down the way heading towards an atm when i hear a car and footsteps behind me. next thing i know BAM! guy splatters my arm (of all places) with egg. i turn around to face the guy and start hitting him repeatedly. i think i got in about 3-5 GOOD hits before he scrambled into his bud's car and sped away. it was so random i was still trying to comprehend what happened. i don't think i would have hit him as hard if i hadn't just walked out of a superhero movie (y'know how those always kinda pump you up in a "i dare a mothafucka to mess with ME" kinda way?), but i did and i was hyped and i'd had this huge can of monster energy drink before i went to the movies to make sure i stayed awake so yea...it just was not his night. whelp....that's all. gonna go watch all my favorite hancock scenes on the internet now.

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JesusJesusJesus

so...i stayed up all saturday night working on a potential cover for the DP7 Mixtape

displayed here:



dope, right? bet you can't tell which album cover inspired this!

ok so yea i was up late working on that (hoping that mom would forget to set the alarm), then i finally get to sleep around 2...
then

"NOW IF I CATCH YOU AT THE LIGHT (I SWANG ON 'EM, SWANG ON 'EM) THAT CANDY PAINT AIN'T LOOKIN RIGHT (I SWANG ON 'EM, SWANG ON 'EM)"

....accidental call from a buddy of mine. okay. it was just an accident. i'm not that peeved.

exactly 20 minutes later.

"NOW IF I CATCH YOU AT THE LIGHT (I SWANG ON 'EM, SWANG ON 'EM) THAT CANDY PAINT AIN'T LOOKIN RIGHT (I SWANG ON 'EM, SWANG ON 'EM)"

i don't question it again, i'm too annoyed at my cancelled sleep. so now i'm kind of sleepy, but it's that "sleepy enough to want to go back to sleep, but not to actually go back to sleep" kind of sleepy.

Flashing Lights, are They Getting Brighter?

• That's a metaphor, by the way.

• I've been recording a lot lately. I've got two collabs done for the DatPiff Volume 7 Mixtape: 'Cannon' (my verse is FUEGO!), and 'Certified' (which, is more like a slow burn, still hot though).
  
• There's also this track I did dedicated to my father, simply titled 'For My Pops'. It's recorded over the 'Don'tgetit' instrumental by Lil Wayne. I like it cuz the Nina Simone sample was really soulful. Recording that song was harder than I thought it'd be, and you can even hear me choking up on the last verse (didn't cry though, I got my control back).
  
• I also did another verse over the A Milli beat, which I regret not putting over a different instrumental because A Milli is SOOOOO played. Over 30 rappers have jumped on it, and that's just mainstream. You wanna include underground artists like me that attacked the beat multiple times? JE-SUS.
  
• Haha, so yea I've got all of that, then there's my first single off of my upcoming mixtape, True Magic 2, called 'The Undeniable Truth'. True Magic 2 is, simply put, me doing verses over Mos Def instrumentals...mostly. It's due this winter (i'm thinking around my b-day) and it's gonna be HOT.
  
• My cousin ChuckRay just did a freestyle over the Can't Be Life beat too and it's pretty hot so we'll probably collaborate soon too.
  
• I still haven't collaborated with my other cousin, Chris (who actually inspired me to write, albeit indirectly), so hopefully that'll happen soon.
• Along with all of this I'm still searching for a studio to record in (for cheap). When you drop verses with an HP Photosmart, people notice.
• I've got to start promoting myself more. I've got talent, and the people who hear my stuff like it. It's just a matter of me putting myself out there which I don't try hard enough to do. Lol, I'm gonna start whoring myself on myspace again, which I despise personally.

OK I'm done with this entry, time to get to writing again. Time waits for no man.

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